was it something i said?

well today i tried my hardest to get my boyfriend to text me first, btu sadly around 5 pm, i cracked. i missed him. he has seemed very distant lately which is kinda worrying me…..  he could just be busy but we have been fighting lately. my best friend died yesterday and he didnt say “sorry for your loss” not shit! but my friend tells him and he tells her “oh im so sorry. it will heal.” since we met i have been helping himt hrough rought imes when his friends die when he says his mom hates him i just dont understand it! i dont even talk about my problems to him so im just kind of like, oh. my. god!   well for a first blog, this was kinda angry haha maybe tomorrows will happier! 😀